Words by Ruin

I’ve been trying my hardest to not give in to posting the tons of videos and actions I’ve seen in the past summer. But, I’m almost in tears over here. Honestly, I don't know what to say. I’m at a lose for words. I’ve prided myself in walking away from situations and drama that I felt wasn't worth the ignorance. But today, I visited moms and the Suge nite and Chris Brown stupid shit was on and she said out loud "man its getting bad". This was after I’ve watched the video of the dude getting gunned down. A new video of a guy getting Rodney kinged in broad daylight with tons of people around and his arm broken from the cops bending his shit completely off! I don't know how to feel anymore. The look in this cats eyes was like, "I’m gonna Die". For my moms, that lived in the south, thru the civil rights struggle to say such things, I know were in trouble. It’s not so cut and dry Black vs white. It’s the rich vs the poor.Its the have vs the have not. The Jones vs the Johnsons. Im a peace ass brotha! Yall know me. But, It’s no joke or lie that I’ve been to The County Jail way too many times on aggro, stupid fuckin behavior. No secret people. That shit aint cute. I don't hide. But, I have major anger issues. I’m not the only one. There’s way more crazy niggaz than me! People! So........What I’m saying is, be carful family. Were easing into a really ruff time. It hasn't hit us with the copers yet, but our little homies been fuckin each other up. We’re the next major city that's long overdue for some Uprise. I URGE YOU ALL NOT TO PURGE! Those movies are the realest shits ever. Also, remember 28 days later? What did they say the people were infected with?............RAGE. Chill people. Work smarter, not harder! Words of love from the nappy nerd, RUIN/THE GRATEFUL DREAD/EGO/SWELLY/Mr. Shelly johnson